Now is not the time to think and wonder about these things in my head. I don't know, I just really feel out of the loop when it comes to certain things. I don't have to ask because I already know, but I do because I am not told about it. Makes me feel unimportant and that kind of bugs me, well not kind of, more like a lot. It shouldn't bother me though but it gets me every single f ing time. F. Is it because I am afraid of what may happen. I shouldn't have to worry but it'll always be at the back of my head.
Ffs. I should just go to bed, my head is driving me insane with all these stupid thoughts.
I thought I was able to let go of those little things, I was wrong again. OK no more from now on.
And you keep telling me,
Telling me that you’ll be sweet,
And you’ll never want to leave my side,
As long as I don’t break these… Promises,
and they still feel all so wasted on myself.
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