Last night

Couldn't have been more perfect.

Everything happens for a reason but I also believe that it is up to you to make things happen; the results of your actions. I wished every night were like last night, I would be so happy. I felt like I was I dreaming the whole time. I was so happy to be with you. I have missed you so much, your bed, your snoring, your hugs - kisses - warmth - touch. Everything about you.

You said that you still think that you love me, that you wanted to give us another shot, but you were scared, that it was too late. I said that I still love you, because I do love you, that it's not too late for another shot at us, that if it was too late, I wouldn't have been there, I wouldn't have come over, I said I love you and you said I love you too to me. To you, I am still your bum. To me, you are still my bum.

I want to kiss only you and only you to be the one to kiss me. I don't want anyone else. All I need is you. You are my one and only. I think I will always love you. I love you Steven. Always.

Nothin' on you

Spent Saturday night driving around instead of going to the clubs, which was good. The song came on and it reminded me of you.. Funny how R goes to me "So how's you and your boyfriend?"
*Stupid psychic, mind-reading kid!* :(

I wonder what it would have been like if you saw me.. How would you have felt?

2:22AM - Shouldn't have asked, should've said nothing instead and go to sleep. Such a fool.
2:40AM - My head is driving me insane, far out. Can someone please just ko me so I don't have to think.
2:41AM - Oh no. Go back go back!! Great..
2:44AM - Everytime you enter ":)" are you actually :)ing?
2:45AM - STOP. I am going to bed. MF. FFS.
2:48AM - Ahhhhhnmjeyqpgjgxhdjebqkfjfh shhhh'be rrol hhhh rg d gfs gfs v efc 12th llc ljgudffujc F.

*Drowns sorrows, these thoughts continue to linger in my head*

Baby please don't go, if I wake up tomorrow will you still be here?
I don't know.. If you feel the way I do, if you leave I'm gonna find you..

Baby please don't go go, go go..

Everything reminds me of you.

July

It's been a month already since you made your decision. Whether you were sure or not. There are so many things that I want to write down and say.. might just jot down a few things because I really need to sleep. It's almost 3AM.

"Thanks bum (L), I don't know, it's however you intepret Alicia"
How I interpret it and what you mean by it are two different things, even though I want it to be same thing if you get what I mean. How I interpret it, is that I'm still yours, I'm still your bum. What you mean by it is, well, I don't know because you don't know either. Unless you actually do know but don't know. (ranting begins, effects of tumblr)

Me: "Where do you want to sit?"
You: "Next to you :)"

GAHH. I'm like weeeeee..... but at the same time arghhhhh...........

Whatever happens, whatever you choose to do.. I am here to support you, and here if you need me. (Regardless of everything).
My feelings towards you are still strong and the same as before. The question is, are yours the same or are they different? I'm not a mind reader.

Only you can show me how you feel.

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I hate being the one to message you first, but I can't help it.
I hate waiting for your replies, you should already know that by now.
I hate not being with you, because I miss you.


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