February 19.

What would've been six years today, 2006-2012.
Since the day that you told me you loved me, after five days of talking to me.
Six years that you've known me, for six years I have loved you.
My heart still melts and aches when I see you.

I still remember when you sent me an email saying " I just want u to know that as time goes by and as things change my feelings for you wont" ... "I wanna spend the rest of my life with you and i hope you feel the same way, i love u and it's never gonna change" ... and at the end of it you wrote "Im sorry for making you sad, i just want you to be happy."

Everything happens for a reason, if it's meant to be it's meant to be.
If it will be, it will happen. If our paths happen to align again in the right time and moment, I hope that you don't let me go. For now, I've just got to stop counting the days and learn to let go. I want you to be happy, I hope that you're happy. I still love you with all of my heart.
I miss you.

The night before the late night phone calls from February 17-19.

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| Session Start: Thursday, 16 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve? - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[08:04:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei steven
[08:04:59 PM] (brb) - s?: hey =]
[08:05:01 PM] (brb) - s?: brb
[08:12:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:13:05 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[08:18:59 PM] (brb) - s?: so what have you been up to
[08:19:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i thort u sed brb?
[08:19:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ^o)
[08:19:20 PM] (brb) - s?: i am back :P
[08:19:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:19:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wB!
[08:19:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:20:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mi jus downloadin
[08:20:16 PM] (brb) - s?: songs ?
[08:20:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yep
[08:20:33 PM] (brb) - s?: aww that emot is so cool :P
[08:20:40 PM] (brb) - s?: yep !
[08:20:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:20:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : uhhuh - dat me
[08:20:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:21:01 PM] (brb) - s?: cute :P
[08:21:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ehehe
[08:21:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i jus came bak from mirrabooka
[08:21:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : l8 nyt*
[08:22:02 PM] (brb) - s?: mirrabooka o.O
[08:22:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : uhhuh
[08:22:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i saw kelly
[08:22:11 PM] (brb) - s?: lsat place id go lol
[08:22:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:22:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i went wif ma cuzin n ma aunty
[08:22:21 PM] (brb) - s?: cant trust that place at the bus station
[08:22:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:22:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u neva sed byE!
[08:22:43 PM] (brb) - s?: u never talked to me :9
[08:22:45 PM] (brb) - s?: :(
[08:23:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aWwWw sowiz
[08:23:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :'(
[08:23:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sniff!
[08:23:14 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:23:18 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz
[08:23:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nxt tym u c mi
[08:23:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : say hi first!
[08:23:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:23:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.
[08:24:00 PM] (brb) - s?: whos [J]s-n ? in ur nickname alicia
[08:24:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he ma bum buddy
[08:24:38 PM] (brb) - s?: :-O
[08:24:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat?
[08:25:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's my bum buddy
[08:25:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's like a reali goOd fren ob mine
[08:26:19 PM] (brb) - s?: sighhhh i cant do anything
[08:26:23 PM] (brb) - s?: cant conecentrate
[08:26:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : huh?
[08:27:16 PM] (brb) - s?: dw just got something on my mind =/
[08:27:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : watz on ur mind? ^o)
[08:27:46 PM] (brb) - s?: :$
[08:27:49 PM] (brb) - s?: dww
[08:28:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah tel
miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
[08:28:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :(
[08:28:22 PM] (brb) - s?: someone on my mind
[08:28:26 PM] (brb) - s?: driving me crazy
[08:28:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu?
[08:28:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu drives u crazy?
[08:28:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tell mi!
[08:28:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i myt b abl 2 help
[08:28:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :)
[08:28:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh
[08:28:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.*
[08:28:53 PM] (brb) - s?: haha dont think so
[08:29:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y not?
[08:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: cause
[08:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: dw
[08:30:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aWw
[08:30:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sniff!
[08:30:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tell mi!
[08:30:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : plz
[08:30:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : awwy
[08:30:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : SAddy
[08:31:54 PM] (brb) - s?: lol why do u want to know
[08:32:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i wana help
[08:32:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : (A)
[08:32:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush ima nice person
[08:32:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i lyk 2 help
[08:32:28 PM] (brb) - s?: but how? ;p
[08:32:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[08:32:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : it depends on the situation
[08:33:14 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh this girl
[08:33:18 PM] (brb) - s?: is on my mind and has been
[08:33:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 4 how long?
[08:33:26 PM] (brb) - s?: and she makes me happy and uhh
[08:33:30 PM] (brb) - s?: :$
[08:33:36 PM] (brb) - s?: few days now
[08:33:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[08:35:17 PM] (brb) - s?: :(
[08:37:20 PM] (brb) - s?: anyway how u been
[08:40:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : iv bin gooD
[08:41:16 PM] (brb) - s?: (Y) cool, what were u doing b4 ?
[08:41:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bringin in da clothes
[08:41:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : now im foldin em wif ma cuzin
[08:41:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei u wif optus?
[08:41:56 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah why ?
[08:42:03 PM] (brb) - s?: you live iwth your cousin
[08:42:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no
[08:42:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jus wonderin
[08:42:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i g2g soon
[08:42:47 PM] (brb) - s?: gonna call me? lol
[08:42:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i wana help out wif ya prob
[08:42:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no!
[08:42:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u call mi
[08:42:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 8-)
[08:43:05 PM] (brb) - s?: >_>
[08:43:25 PM] (brb) - s?: but how are u gonna help me? =|
[08:43:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tork 2 u!
[08:43:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : duh!
[08:44:14 PM] (brb) - s?: =|
[08:44:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ?
[08:44:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:44:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wel kan u?
[08:44:50 PM] (brb) - s?: if u want me to yeah
[08:44:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[08:44:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i g2g soon
[08:45:14 PM] (brb) - s?: kk, how come ?
[08:46:06 PM] (brb) - s?: u have to go*
[08:46:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush ma dad need da hom fone
[08:46:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh im stil downloadin
[08:46:42 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok
[08:47:23 PM] (brb) - s?: so um got any hobbies? :P
[08:47:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[08:47:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : chatin
[08:47:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : makin cranes
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : etc.
[08:48:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei g2g
[08:48:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ttyl
[08:48:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kal mi k
[08:48:17 PM] (brb) - s?: kk
[08:48:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bai
[08:48:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mwah
[08:48:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cya
[08:48:32 PM] (brb) - s?: buh bai

The night after Valentine's day.

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| Session Start: Wednesday, 15 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve? - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[08:17:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hei steven
[08:17:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wave
[08:18:28 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to ?§(F)(¯°°¤»
`? ? u ? . . .™`«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:18:44 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™`«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to ?§(F)(¯°°¤»
`? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:21:29 PM] (brb) - s?: hey =)
[08:21:36 PM] (brb) - s?: sorry i didnt i say bye was watching tv
[08:21:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah itz ok
[08:21:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i had 2 get off
[08:22:29 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok, you go to sleep early ?
[08:22:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah bro needed fone
[08:22:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so got off
[08:22:45 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh
[08:22:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[08:22:54 PM] (brb) - s?: kelly tells me ur a perfectionist :P
[08:23:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wtf
[08:24:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ^o)
[08:24:11 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah like with hw lol
[08:24:24 PM] (brb) - s?: hear u wanna do medicine, u must be really
smart :P
[08:24:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im no perfectionist
[08:24:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh yea
[08:24:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i wana study medicine
[08:24:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 8-)
[08:25:43 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`...
[08:26:38 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:26:47 PM] (brb) - s?: im gonna try do commerce or whatever u do
for accounting
[08:26:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[08:26:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : koolz
[08:28:36 PM] (brb) - s?: hey ill brb =)
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:44:38 PM] (brb) - s?: back, whatcha up to
[08:45:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jus chatin n sortin out ma contacts
[08:45:44 PM] (brb) - s?: oh i just have mine as offline and online
:S
[08:46:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[08:46:32 PM] (brb) - s?: how come you dont sit with sarah and talk
to us on the bus? =P
[08:46:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[08:46:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :S
[08:46:54 PM] (brb) - s?: you should!
[08:47:05 PM] (brb) - s?: do you get driven to school in the
mornings ?
[08:47:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah bus
[08:47:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 886
[08:47:17 PM] (brb) - s?: oh
[08:47:26 PM] (brb) - s?: no wonder i never see u on the
37something
[08:47:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:47:36 PM] (brb) - s?: im pretty lazy now get my dad to drive me
[08:47:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:47:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u lazy ass!
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jj
[08:48:07 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:48:17 PM] (brb) - s?: i wake up at 6ish and fall back to sleep
:9
[08:48:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:48:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :-O
[08:48:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : samez!
[08:48:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[08:49:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u seem quiet wen i see u
[08:56:11 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:56:16 PM] (brb) - s?: cos some people talk too much like
christian
[08:56:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:56:26 PM] (brb) - s?: he gets so loud when hes on the bus
[08:56:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i noe ayez!
[08:56:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he says dat its 'his bus'
[08:56:48 PM] (brb) - s?: and he like tells me to fuckup im like uhh
whatever put up with him
[08:56:58 PM] (brb) - s?: does it to impress girls like u =P
[08:57:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wtF?
[08:58:03 PM] (brb) - s?: dunnooo hes usually pretti quiet around
the guys
[08:58:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[08:58:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mayb ya ryt
[08:58:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mayb he's loud jus 2 impress girlz?
[08:58:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu noez?
[09:00:46 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[09:01:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei sowiz g2g cya bai
[09:01:42 PM] (brb) - s?: okie dokie :P
[09:01:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cya 2moro
[09:01:54 PM] (brb) - s?: nite ({) swt drms
[09:02:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u 2
[09:02:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : (})
[09:12:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bak
[09:15:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz abt b4
[09:16:44 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Away (idle)
[09:21:42 PM] (brb) - s?: oh how come u had to go
[09:21:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ma brother made get off
[09:22:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he h8's mi chattin
[09:22:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's married datz y
[09:22:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :@
[09:22:24 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok how old is he
[09:22:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 27 dis yr
[09:23:02 PM] (brb) - s?: o.O still live with u guys ?
[09:23:08 PM] (brb) - s?: its ok, he just looking after u :P
[09:23:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah he has his own house ... *thank
goodness*
[09:24:08 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:24:24 PM] (brb) - s?: how many bro+sis u got ?
[09:24:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 2 older brothers
[09:24:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i hav other broz n sis'
[09:25:09 PM] (brb) - s?: as in not related?
[09:25:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:25:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i hav 2 'related' older brothers
[09:25:54 PM] (brb) - s?: kelly's in a family of all girls isnt she
[09:26:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 1 older bro, 1 older sis, 1 lil sis n 1
lil bro
[09:27:08 PM] (brb) - s?: wow
[09:27:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:28:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : big family huh
[09:28:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat abt u?
[09:28:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got ne broz or sis'
[09:28:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : related*
[09:28:17 PM] (brb) - s?: only one older sis 22 this yr
[09:28:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[09:28:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wow
[09:28:32 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[09:28:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:29:30 PM] (brb) - s?: lol tell me :P
[09:30:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[09:30:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u put '?'
[09:30:32 PM] (brb) - s?: silly billy :P
[09:30:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : err...evilz
[09:32:56 PM] (brb) - s?: hey u got a mobile ?
[09:33:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i do
[09:33:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y?
[09:33:15 PM] (brb) - s?: cna i have ur number? :$
[09:33:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:33:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[09:33:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 0411229534
[09:33:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : watz urz?
[09:33:43 PM] (brb) - s?: 0423 237 450
[09:34:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : koolz
[09:34:56 PM] (brb) - s?: brb watchin prison break
[09:35:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : K
[09:35:47 PM] (brb) - s?: aww its not on anymore
[09:35:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[09:36:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei r u talking 2 christian?
[09:36:37 PM] (brb) - s?: nah me and him hardly talk on msn
[09:36:39 PM] (brb) - s?: why ?
[09:37:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:37:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[09:37:22 PM] (brb) - s?: err tell me =pp
[09:38:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:38:40 PM] (brb) - s?: -_-''
[09:38:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:38:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[09:39:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : il tel u
[09:40:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : meh
[09:40:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cbs nemorz
[09:40:45 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:40:48 PM] (brb) - s?: i was waiting for ur msg =/
[09:41:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o
[09:41:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz
[09:41:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : okz
[09:41:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : il tel ya
[09:41:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wen christian went on
[09:41:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i sed CHINESE CHICKEN
[09:42:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : then he sed fk u
[09:42:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i thort he was serious
[09:42:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh he was onli jkin
[09:42:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so he tol mi 2 go away
[09:42:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so i sed fine b lyk dat
[09:42:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n den he sed dat he was onli jkin
[09:42:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so yea
[09:42:45 PM] (brb) - s?: aww its ok *pats alicia*
[09:42:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so he dun lyk mi kallin him chicken
[09:42:58 PM] (brb) - s?: he swears alot so yeah dont take him to
serouss
[09:43:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:43:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah
[09:43:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i thort he was serious ayez
[09:43:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i felt so bad
[09:43:40 PM] (brb) - s?: you shouldnt he has no right to go off
like that =/
[09:43:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:44:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o welz
[09:45:22 PM] (brb) - s?: whats up now? ;P
[09:45:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nufin much
[09:45:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u?
[09:45:54 PM] (brb) - s?: bored :9
[09:45:59 PM] (brb) - s?: what type of music do u listen to
[09:46:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : rnb
[09:46:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : startin 2 listen 2 dance
[09:47:08 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok, some people say i listen to girl
songs =/
[09:47:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat songs do u listen 2?
[09:48:04 PM] (brb) - s?: slow music rnb
[09:48:09 PM] (brb) - s?: kinda getting into rock dno y
[09:48:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:48:28 PM] (brb) - s?: all my music is on old pc and cbs going to
it to update ipod
[09:48:33 PM] (brb) - s?: so got like hardly any music on this pc
[09:48:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i h8 rock
[09:49:10 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah i dont like it much only 2-3 songs
[09:49:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:49:21 PM] (brb) - s?: but like those are the kinda not kinda
rock i dno how to explain it lo
[09:49:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[09:49:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:49:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ma fav ish rnb
[09:49:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n slow jamz 2
[09:50:04 PM] (brb) - s?: any good songs for me to dl? :P
[09:50:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ahh... i lyk dis kool dance song
[09:50:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : itz calld...
[09:50:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : close your eyes - by dj mystic
[09:51:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heapz sik song!
[09:52:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sOo yea...
[09:52:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im bored
[09:53:28 PM] (brb) - s?: listen to musik =P
[09:53:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i am
[09:53:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[09:53:51 PM] (brb) - s?: wat song? =P
[09:53:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : close your eyes
[09:54:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.
[09:54:23 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:54:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got ne hw?
[09:55:16 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh i fink so
[09:55:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : not doin ya hw?
[09:55:43 PM] (brb) - s?: kinda..
[09:55:49 PM] (brb) - s?: u always do ur hw ?
[09:55:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kinda...?
[09:55:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea dat y i dun hav ne!
[09:55:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[09:56:40 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:56:44 PM] (brb) - s?: u get home and do it straight away
[09:56:45 PM] (brb) - s?: im lazy -_-
[09:56:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i fink dat wat i do ^o)
[09:56:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:57:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lazy ass!
[09:57:38 PM] (brb) - s?: kellys so smart she was in my science
class and homeroom lsat yr thoguht she wasnt doing TEE
[09:57:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:57:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : she is ryt?
[09:58:39 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[09:58:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ish she doin tee?
[09:58:53 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[09:58:56 PM] (brb) - s?: english lit thats really hard
[09:59:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:59:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u doin dat?
[10:02:23 PM] (brb) - s?: naww
[10:02:28 PM] (brb) - s?: just normal TEE english
[10:02:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[10:02:53 PM] (brb) - s?: what time u suually go to sleep
[10:03:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : now
[10:03:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh a welz
[10:03:44 PM] (brb) - s?: go to bed then, dont want you to wake up
tired
[10:04:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i alwz wake up tired
[10:04:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tireD*
[10:04:54 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah me too
[10:04:58 PM] (brb) - s?: dont get much sleep
[10:05:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i alwz try 2 sleep in 4 anotha half an
hr
[10:05:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : alarm'z set on 6:45
[10:05:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : get out of bed @ 7:15/7:30
[10:05:34 PM] (brb) - s?: i do too but my sister used to slap me
around til i wake up =/
[10:05:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:06:29 PM] (brb) - s?: i wake up at like 6:45 and sleep til 7
then sh ower
[10:06:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[10:07:09 PM] (brb) - s?: where u live ?
[10:07:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : marangaroo
[10:07:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y?
[10:07:42 PM] (brb) - s?: just wanderin
[10:08:01 PM] (brb) - s?: is that far?
[10:08:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[10:08:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah
[10:08:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nxt 2 alex. hgtz
[10:08:47 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh okay so u have to catch bus to
mirrabooka bus station then to marangaroo
[10:08:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:09:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : brb
[10:10:52 PM] (brb) - s?: whats your fav song ?
[10:11:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bak
[10:12:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : my fav song is 'like u'
[10:12:50 PM] (brb) - s?: by who ?
[10:13:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bow wow feat. ciara
[10:13:37 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh
[10:13:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:13:46 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah thats a nice song :P
[10:14:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:14:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : s2 it!
[10:14:50 PM] (brb) - s?: u julie,jenny and stuff are best pals
arent u?
[10:16:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kinda yea
[10:16:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[10:16:21 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[10:17:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:17:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hmmm...?
[10:17:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im bored
[10:17:50 PM] (brb) - s?: =/
[10:18:02 PM] (brb) - s?: parents dont like me going on net anymore
since yr11 =/
[10:18:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : samez buh yr 10*
[10:18:54 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah u need to do heaps of hard work
alicia, for medicine
[10:19:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i noe ayez
[10:19:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :(
[10:20:18 PM] (brb) - s?: u can do it tho, ur smart =p
[10:20:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aww
[10:20:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ur so nice
[10:20:47 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[10:21:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im serious btw
[10:26:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei wat happend?
[10:26:30 PM] (brb) - s?: sorri my pc crashed didnt get ur msg
[10:26:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o
[10:26:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[10:26:44 PM] (brb) - s?: went to msg u on phone then sleep but
forgot to add ur number lo
[10:26:46 PM] (brb) - s?: lol*
[10:27:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:27:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got it?
[10:27:19 PM] (brb) - s?: nope :(
[10:27:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[10:27:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : stil want it?
[10:27:37 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah :)
[10:27:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:27:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[10:27:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 0411229534
[10:27:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : save it dis tym !
[10:28:34 PM] (brb) - s?: thanks :P shouldnt u go to bed now
[10:28:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah not yetz
[10:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[10:28:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i shud
[10:28:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh dun want 2
[10:28:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[10:28:59 PM] (brb) - s?: ys that
[10:30:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : w8in 4 ma big bro 2 cal mi
[10:30:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sOo we'r jus chatin
[10:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh ok
[10:30:34 PM] (brb) - s?: im gonna go to my bedromm and listento the
radio
[10:30:57 PM] (brb) - s?: cya alicia, u look cute in ur dp :P
[10:31:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k bai
[10:31:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no i dont!
[10:31:10 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Offline

Valentine's day.

Also known as the day that we first talked, six years ago.
Who would've thought six years later, it'd be so bittersweet.
I miss you.

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| Session Start: Tuesday, 14 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve?³ - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[07:54:31 PM] (brb) - s?: hey whos this?
[07:54:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: guess?
[07:54:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ^o)
[07:54:50 PM] (brb) - s?: sweet aznbabe? :P
[07:54:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ;p
[07:54:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yes...
[07:55:27 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh well cant see ur display pic so dont
know who :P
[07:55:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: u cant?
[07:55:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :S
[07:55:59 PM] (brb) - s?: nope (H)
[07:56:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wtf
[07:56:15 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[07:56:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i kan c urz
[07:56:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: but u cant c mine?
[07:56:45 PM] (brb) - s?: like i meant i can see urs but pic is so
white
[07:56:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[07:56:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hoL upz yea
[07:57:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hehe
[07:57:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: mi bin a retard!
[07:58:21 PM] (brb) - s?: lol, whats the numbers in ur name mean ?
[07:58:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o
[07:58:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz colours
[07:58:50 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh alicia ?
[07:59:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea!
[07:59:26 PM] (brb) - s?: oh hey, how was valentines day ;)
[08:01:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: valen wat?
[08:01:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sowiz
[08:01:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i dun celebrate dat
[08:01:36 PM] (brb) - s?: (F) u can now :P
[08:01:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: aww
[08:01:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: tQ
[08:02:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: (F)
[08:02:03 PM] (brb) - s?: what were u and kelly talking about
afterschool ?
[08:02:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o
[08:02:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: we wer talkin abt sumfin...
[08:02:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: y?
[08:02:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ^o)
[08:02:36 PM] (brb) - s?: juz wondering :P
[08:02:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:02:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sure...
[08:02:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: 8-)
[08:02:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hav u got msn 7.5?
[08:02:56 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh yeh
[08:03:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[08:03:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: so kan u c ma emoz?
[08:03:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: icon fingiz*
[08:03:33 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[08:03:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: kkz
[08:03:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :v
[08:03:47 PM] (brb) - s?: =)
[08:03:49 PM] (brb) - s?: brb
[08:03:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: k
[08:04:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: brb
[08:05:04 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`... - (brb) shower
[08:16:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: baK
[08:17:05 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`...
[08:21:31 PM] (brb) - s?: me to =) whats the numbers in your
nickname mean ?
[08:21:44 PM] * (brb) - s?eve?³ - has changed his/her name to (brb)
- s?eve? -
[08:22:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz a colour
[08:22:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: the numbers in the brackets mean a certain
colour
[08:23:03 PM] (brb) - s?: oh how does it work
[08:23:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hav u got msn plus?
[08:24:00 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh nope
[08:24:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wel yea u kan dl it
[08:24:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz lyk an xtra fing 2 msn
[08:24:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: n yea
[08:24:27 PM] (brb) - s?: kk
[08:24:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: u kan da colour of ya nik
[08:25:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sOo yea
[08:26:19 PM] (brb) - s?: huh
[08:27:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: dw
[08:27:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: man ur lost
[08:27:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :D
[08:27:28 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:27:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: newaiiz
[08:27:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: how r u?
[08:27:54 PM] (brb) - s?: im ok.. :P enjoying being in yr10?
[08:28:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea itz alryt
[08:28:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: howz yr 11?
[08:28:31 PM] (brb) - s?: crap TEE is so hard
[08:28:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: is it?
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wat subz u got?
[08:29:14 PM] (brb) - s?: um
[08:29:36 PM] (brb) - s?: economics,english(TEE),foundations of
mathematics,accounting
[08:29:40 PM] (brb) - s?: and i got put into etech
[08:30:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: etech?
[08:30:19 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah some computer thing its so crap
[08:30:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[08:30:30 PM] (brb) - s?: but i cant change subjects cause i will
have to redo my timetable again
[08:30:37 PM] (brb) - s?: its ok tho i get tuesday 1st period off
[08:30:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: evilz
[08:30:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lucky u!
[08:31:18 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to
?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:31:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i dont
[08:31:40 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah but u get off 10 mins early on thurs
:P
[08:32:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wel u get ... u get 2 go home @ LUNCH on
thurz
[08:32:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: evilz
[08:32:22 PM] (brb) - s?: ;P
[08:32:33 PM] (brb) - s?: what subjects u got for yr10 ?
[08:33:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: options?
[08:33:12 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[08:34:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: financial management n visual artz 2d
[08:34:36 PM] (brb) - s?: sounds boring ur first one lo
[08:34:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea
[08:34:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: buh itz alryt
[08:34:53 PM] (brb) - s?: whos ur teacher
[08:35:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: miss agoni
[08:35:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i fiNk
[08:35:36 PM] (brb) - s?: oh shes a bitch
[08:35:39 PM] (brb) - s?: shes my accounting teacher
[08:37:12 PM] (brb) - s?: ur friends with lien,hang and stuff yeah
?
[08:37:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:37:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea wif lien
[08:37:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i noe hang
[08:37:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: dun reali tork 2 her much
[08:37:56 PM] (brb) - s?: think lien hates me
[08:38:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: y?
[08:38:17 PM] (brb) - s?: dunno
[08:38:39 PM] (brb) - s?: i asked her why she hated christian ages
ago and she said she fucking hates hima nd blocked me
=/
[08:41:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz...
[08:41:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sowiz if i repli l8
[08:41:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: im watchin da oc
[08:41:45 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[08:41:52 PM] (brb) - s?: me too ;)
[08:41:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:42:01 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`... - OC
[08:42:19 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Busy
[09:07:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hei g2g
[09:07:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: cya
[09:07:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: bai

One whole month.

But who's counting? I need to let go.

The year of the Dragon

Chinese horoscope for Ram

The Ram will have a fairly calm 2012, though it may occasionally be marked by difficulty. If you remain centered, positive, and communicative, all challenges will remain small and will be easily resolved. This will be an excellent year for you to use your eccentricities and artistic abilities to get ahead, for the spotlight will definitely be shining on you. You must take great care not to indulge in moodiness or give in to temperamental behavior, or these could lead to insomnia and depression, which could affect your work or personal life.

In 2012, finances will remain fairly steady for the Ram. Although there probably won't be any overwhelming profits, there also won't be any major financial problems. If you are careful and wise with every penny, you may come out slightly ahead.

This year will come in very easily for the Ram, so you will be feeling rather carefree. Care must be taken, though, to address any issues or errors that occur so that they don't become overwhelming.

The Ram must also be careful not to harbor a superior attitude, or you may find conflict with co-workers or family members. Treating others with disrespect could result in numerous problems. For those Ram people who do need an attitude adjustment, spring will be the perfect time for reflection. This is when you can assess your own behavior and make corrections. By trying hard to be part of "the team" you can make amends for any bad behavior. You may even have a chance to take a break and relax during this period, although there will be creative opportunities that you can take advantage of.

By summer, you will have fully remodeled your attitude, and you should get along splendidly with others. You will now be on the path to building a new and wonderful reputation as a considerate and reliable work partner, friend, and confidante. By autumn, if you can restrain yourself from being impulsive, you will enjoy a second wind and renewed opportunities in business, but is advised not to take on too much at once.

Throughout 2012, you must be very careful not to be selfish or quarrelsome, or your personal life will suffer. But for the Ram who evolves emotionally and in business, this year will lay a strong foundation for the future - both personally and professionally. For the romantic Ram, spring and fall are excellent times for strengthening existing unions or for finding love.

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Two weeks on..

It still doesn't feel real, I feel so numb. I miss you.

This is why

Ever since I remember, I've held it in, held it all.
Somehow I felt comfortable, behind my wall, behind it all.
This is why I don't cry, this is why I don't cry.
Tears, they only compromise, there's no need to visualize.
This is why I don't cry, this is why I don't cry.
Tears, they only minimize, everything I keep inside.
I bet that you think I'm lonely. You may be right. I just might.
And if you want me to break down, it'd be a sight, but not tonight.
This is why I don't cry, this is why I don't cry.
Tears, they only compromise, there's no need to visualize.
This is why I don't cry, this is why I don't cry.
Tears, they only minimize, everything I keep inside.

我愛他 / Wo Ai Ta / I love him

他的輕狂留在 某一節車廂 地下鐵裡的風 比回憶還重 整座城市一直等著我 有一段感情還在漂泊 對他唯一遺憾 是分手那天 我奔騰的眼淚 都停不下來 若那一刻重來 我不哭 讓他知道我可以很好 我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂 我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘 曾為他 相信明天就是未來 情節有多壞 都不肯醒來 我愛他 跌跌撞撞到絕望 我的心 深深傷過卻不會忘 我和他 不再屬於這個地方 最初的天堂 最終的荒唐 如果還有遺憾 又怎麼樣呢 傷了痛了懂了 就能好了嗎 曾經依靠彼此的肩膀 如今各自在人海流浪 我愛他 轟轟烈烈最瘋狂 我的夢 狠狠碎過卻不會忘 逃不開 愛越深越互相傷害 越深的依賴 越多的空白 該怎麼去愛

ta de qing kuang liu zai mo yi jie che xiang di xia tie li de feng bi hui yi hai zhong zheng zuo cheng shi yi zhi deng zhe wo you yi duan gan qing hai zai piao bo dui ta wei yi yi han shi fen shou na tian wo ben teng de yan lei dou ting bu xia lai ruo na yi ke chong lai wo bu gu rang ta zhi dao wo ke yi hen hao wo ai ta hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang wo de meng hen hen sui guo que bu hui wang ceng wei ta xiang xin ming tian jiu shi wei lai qing jie you duo huai dou bu ken xing lai wo ai ta die die zhuang zhuang dao jue wang wo de xin shen shen shang guo que bu hui wang wo he ta bu zai shu yu zhe ge di fang zui chu de tian tang zui zhong de huang tang ru guo hai you yi han you ze me yang ne shang le tong le dong le jiu neng hao le ma ceng jing yi kao bi ci de jian bang ru jing ge zhi zai ren hai liu lang wo ai ta hong hong lie lie zui feng kuang wo de meng hen hen shui guo que bu hui wang tao bu kai ai yue shen yue hu xiang shang hai yue shen de yi lai yue duo de kong bai gai ze me qu ai

His impertinence is left behind in some train car The subway's wind is heavier than memory The entire city is waiting on me A relationship is still drifting The only regret I have of him is the day we broke up I couldn't stop my running tears If I could do it over, I would not cry Letting him know I could be fine I love him It's splendid to the craziest My dream was severely shattered yet I wouldn't forget For him I believed that tomorrow is the future No matter how bad the story got I refused to wake up I love him Stumbling into despair My heart was deeply hurt yet I wouldn't forget Him and I no longer belonged in this place The initial paradise The ending ridiculousness If there were regrets, so what? After I have hurt, pained, understood Then would I be fine? We were once each others' support Now we wander the crowds by ourselves I love him It's splendid to the craziest My dream was severely shattered yet I wouldn't forget Can't escape The deeper we love the more we hurt each other The deeper the dependency The more the emptiness How do we love?