February 19.

What would've been six years today, 2006-2012.
Since the day that you told me you loved me, after five days of talking to me.
Six years that you've known me, for six years I have loved you.
My heart still melts and aches when I see you.

I still remember when you sent me an email saying " I just want u to know that as time goes by and as things change my feelings for you wont" ... "I wanna spend the rest of my life with you and i hope you feel the same way, i love u and it's never gonna change" ... and at the end of it you wrote "Im sorry for making you sad, i just want you to be happy."

Everything happens for a reason, if it's meant to be it's meant to be.
If it will be, it will happen. If our paths happen to align again in the right time and moment, I hope that you don't let me go. For now, I've just got to stop counting the days and learn to let go. I want you to be happy, I hope that you're happy. I still love you with all of my heart.
I miss you.

The night before the late night phone calls from February 17-19.

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| Session Start: Thursday, 16 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve? - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[08:04:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei steven
[08:04:59 PM] (brb) - s?: hey =]
[08:05:01 PM] (brb) - s?: brb
[08:12:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:13:05 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[08:18:59 PM] (brb) - s?: so what have you been up to
[08:19:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i thort u sed brb?
[08:19:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ^o)
[08:19:20 PM] (brb) - s?: i am back :P
[08:19:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:19:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wB!
[08:19:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:20:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mi jus downloadin
[08:20:16 PM] (brb) - s?: songs ?
[08:20:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yep
[08:20:33 PM] (brb) - s?: aww that emot is so cool :P
[08:20:40 PM] (brb) - s?: yep !
[08:20:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:20:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : uhhuh - dat me
[08:20:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:21:01 PM] (brb) - s?: cute :P
[08:21:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ehehe
[08:21:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i jus came bak from mirrabooka
[08:21:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : l8 nyt*
[08:22:02 PM] (brb) - s?: mirrabooka o.O
[08:22:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : uhhuh
[08:22:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i saw kelly
[08:22:11 PM] (brb) - s?: lsat place id go lol
[08:22:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:22:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i went wif ma cuzin n ma aunty
[08:22:21 PM] (brb) - s?: cant trust that place at the bus station
[08:22:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:22:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u neva sed byE!
[08:22:43 PM] (brb) - s?: u never talked to me :9
[08:22:45 PM] (brb) - s?: :(
[08:23:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aWwWw sowiz
[08:23:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :'(
[08:23:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sniff!
[08:23:14 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:23:18 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz
[08:23:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nxt tym u c mi
[08:23:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : say hi first!
[08:23:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:23:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.
[08:24:00 PM] (brb) - s?: whos [J]s-n ? in ur nickname alicia
[08:24:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he ma bum buddy
[08:24:38 PM] (brb) - s?: :-O
[08:24:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat?
[08:25:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's my bum buddy
[08:25:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's like a reali goOd fren ob mine
[08:26:19 PM] (brb) - s?: sighhhh i cant do anything
[08:26:23 PM] (brb) - s?: cant conecentrate
[08:26:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : huh?
[08:27:16 PM] (brb) - s?: dw just got something on my mind =/
[08:27:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : watz on ur mind? ^o)
[08:27:46 PM] (brb) - s?: :$
[08:27:49 PM] (brb) - s?: dww
[08:28:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah tel
miiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
[08:28:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :(
[08:28:22 PM] (brb) - s?: someone on my mind
[08:28:26 PM] (brb) - s?: driving me crazy
[08:28:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu?
[08:28:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu drives u crazy?
[08:28:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tell mi!
[08:28:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i myt b abl 2 help
[08:28:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :)
[08:28:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh
[08:28:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.*
[08:28:53 PM] (brb) - s?: haha dont think so
[08:29:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y not?
[08:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: cause
[08:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: dw
[08:30:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aWw
[08:30:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sniff!
[08:30:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tell mi!
[08:30:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : plz
[08:30:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : awwy
[08:30:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : SAddy
[08:31:54 PM] (brb) - s?: lol why do u want to know
[08:32:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i wana help
[08:32:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : (A)
[08:32:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush ima nice person
[08:32:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i lyk 2 help
[08:32:28 PM] (brb) - s?: but how? ;p
[08:32:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[08:32:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : it depends on the situation
[08:33:14 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh this girl
[08:33:18 PM] (brb) - s?: is on my mind and has been
[08:33:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 4 how long?
[08:33:26 PM] (brb) - s?: and she makes me happy and uhh
[08:33:30 PM] (brb) - s?: :$
[08:33:36 PM] (brb) - s?: few days now
[08:33:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[08:35:17 PM] (brb) - s?: :(
[08:37:20 PM] (brb) - s?: anyway how u been
[08:40:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : iv bin gooD
[08:41:16 PM] (brb) - s?: (Y) cool, what were u doing b4 ?
[08:41:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bringin in da clothes
[08:41:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : now im foldin em wif ma cuzin
[08:41:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei u wif optus?
[08:41:56 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah why ?
[08:42:03 PM] (brb) - s?: you live iwth your cousin
[08:42:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no
[08:42:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jus wonderin
[08:42:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i g2g soon
[08:42:47 PM] (brb) - s?: gonna call me? lol
[08:42:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i wana help out wif ya prob
[08:42:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no!
[08:42:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u call mi
[08:42:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 8-)
[08:43:05 PM] (brb) - s?: >_>
[08:43:25 PM] (brb) - s?: but how are u gonna help me? =|
[08:43:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tork 2 u!
[08:43:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : duh!
[08:44:14 PM] (brb) - s?: =|
[08:44:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ?
[08:44:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:44:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wel kan u?
[08:44:50 PM] (brb) - s?: if u want me to yeah
[08:44:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[08:44:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush i g2g soon
[08:45:14 PM] (brb) - s?: kk, how come ?
[08:46:06 PM] (brb) - s?: u have to go*
[08:46:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kush ma dad need da hom fone
[08:46:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh im stil downloadin
[08:46:42 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok
[08:47:23 PM] (brb) - s?: so um got any hobbies? :P
[08:47:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[08:47:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : chatin
[08:47:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : makin cranes
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : etc.
[08:48:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei g2g
[08:48:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ttyl
[08:48:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kal mi k
[08:48:17 PM] (brb) - s?: kk
[08:48:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bai
[08:48:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mwah
[08:48:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cya
[08:48:32 PM] (brb) - s?: buh bai

The night after Valentine's day.

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| Session Start: Wednesday, 15 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve? - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[08:17:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hei steven
[08:17:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wave
[08:18:28 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to ?§(F)(¯°°¤»
`? ? u ? . . .™`«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:18:44 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™`«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to ?§(F)(¯°°¤»
`? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:21:29 PM] (brb) - s?: hey =)
[08:21:36 PM] (brb) - s?: sorry i didnt i say bye was watching tv
[08:21:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah itz ok
[08:21:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i had 2 get off
[08:22:29 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok, you go to sleep early ?
[08:22:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah bro needed fone
[08:22:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so got off
[08:22:45 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh
[08:22:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[08:22:54 PM] (brb) - s?: kelly tells me ur a perfectionist :P
[08:23:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wtf
[08:24:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ^o)
[08:24:11 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah like with hw lol
[08:24:24 PM] (brb) - s?: hear u wanna do medicine, u must be really
smart :P
[08:24:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im no perfectionist
[08:24:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh yea
[08:24:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i wana study medicine
[08:24:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 8-)
[08:25:43 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`...
[08:26:38 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:26:47 PM] (brb) - s?: im gonna try do commerce or whatever u do
for accounting
[08:26:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[08:26:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : koolz
[08:28:36 PM] (brb) - s?: hey ill brb =)
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[08:44:38 PM] (brb) - s?: back, whatcha up to
[08:45:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jus chatin n sortin out ma contacts
[08:45:44 PM] (brb) - s?: oh i just have mine as offline and online
:S
[08:46:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[08:46:32 PM] (brb) - s?: how come you dont sit with sarah and talk
to us on the bus? =P
[08:46:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[08:46:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :S
[08:46:54 PM] (brb) - s?: you should!
[08:47:05 PM] (brb) - s?: do you get driven to school in the
mornings ?
[08:47:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah bus
[08:47:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 886
[08:47:17 PM] (brb) - s?: oh
[08:47:26 PM] (brb) - s?: no wonder i never see u on the
37something
[08:47:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:47:36 PM] (brb) - s?: im pretty lazy now get my dad to drive me
[08:47:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:47:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u lazy ass!
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[08:47:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : jj
[08:48:07 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:48:17 PM] (brb) - s?: i wake up at 6ish and fall back to sleep
:9
[08:48:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:48:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :-O
[08:48:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : samez!
[08:48:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[08:49:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u seem quiet wen i see u
[08:56:11 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:56:16 PM] (brb) - s?: cos some people talk too much like
christian
[08:56:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[08:56:26 PM] (brb) - s?: he gets so loud when hes on the bus
[08:56:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i noe ayez!
[08:56:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he says dat its 'his bus'
[08:56:48 PM] (brb) - s?: and he like tells me to fuckup im like uhh
whatever put up with him
[08:56:58 PM] (brb) - s?: does it to impress girls like u =P
[08:57:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wtF?
[08:58:03 PM] (brb) - s?: dunnooo hes usually pretti quiet around
the guys
[08:58:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[08:58:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mayb ya ryt
[08:58:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : mayb he's loud jus 2 impress girlz?
[08:58:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hu noez?
[09:00:46 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤» `? ? u ? . . .™` «¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[09:01:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei sowiz g2g cya bai
[09:01:42 PM] (brb) - s?: okie dokie :P
[09:01:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cya 2moro
[09:01:54 PM] (brb) - s?: nite ({) swt drms
[09:02:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u 2
[09:02:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : (})
[09:12:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bak
[09:15:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz abt b4
[09:16:44 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Away (idle)
[09:21:42 PM] (brb) - s?: oh how come u had to go
[09:21:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ma brother made get off
[09:22:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he h8's mi chattin
[09:22:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : he's married datz y
[09:22:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :@
[09:22:24 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok how old is he
[09:22:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 27 dis yr
[09:23:02 PM] (brb) - s?: o.O still live with u guys ?
[09:23:08 PM] (brb) - s?: its ok, he just looking after u :P
[09:23:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah he has his own house ... *thank
goodness*
[09:24:08 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:24:24 PM] (brb) - s?: how many bro+sis u got ?
[09:24:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 2 older brothers
[09:24:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i hav other broz n sis'
[09:25:09 PM] (brb) - s?: as in not related?
[09:25:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:25:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i hav 2 'related' older brothers
[09:25:54 PM] (brb) - s?: kelly's in a family of all girls isnt she
[09:26:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 1 older bro, 1 older sis, 1 lil sis n 1
lil bro
[09:27:08 PM] (brb) - s?: wow
[09:27:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:28:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : big family huh
[09:28:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat abt u?
[09:28:14 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got ne broz or sis'
[09:28:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : related*
[09:28:17 PM] (brb) - s?: only one older sis 22 this yr
[09:28:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[09:28:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wow
[09:28:32 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[09:28:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:29:30 PM] (brb) - s?: lol tell me :P
[09:30:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[09:30:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u put '?'
[09:30:32 PM] (brb) - s?: silly billy :P
[09:30:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : err...evilz
[09:32:56 PM] (brb) - s?: hey u got a mobile ?
[09:33:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i do
[09:33:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y?
[09:33:15 PM] (brb) - s?: cna i have ur number? :$
[09:33:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:33:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[09:33:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 0411229534
[09:33:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : watz urz?
[09:33:43 PM] (brb) - s?: 0423 237 450
[09:34:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : koolz
[09:34:56 PM] (brb) - s?: brb watchin prison break
[09:35:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : K
[09:35:47 PM] (brb) - s?: aww its not on anymore
[09:35:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[09:36:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei r u talking 2 christian?
[09:36:37 PM] (brb) - s?: nah me and him hardly talk on msn
[09:36:39 PM] (brb) - s?: why ?
[09:37:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:37:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[09:37:22 PM] (brb) - s?: err tell me =pp
[09:38:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:38:40 PM] (brb) - s?: -_-''
[09:38:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : dw
[09:38:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[09:39:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : il tel u
[09:40:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : meh
[09:40:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : cbs nemorz
[09:40:45 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:40:48 PM] (brb) - s?: i was waiting for ur msg =/
[09:41:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o
[09:41:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sowiz
[09:41:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : okz
[09:41:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : il tel ya
[09:41:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wen christian went on
[09:41:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i sed CHINESE CHICKEN
[09:42:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : then he sed fk u
[09:42:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i thort he was serious
[09:42:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh he was onli jkin
[09:42:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so he tol mi 2 go away
[09:42:23 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so i sed fine b lyk dat
[09:42:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n den he sed dat he was onli jkin
[09:42:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so yea
[09:42:45 PM] (brb) - s?: aww its ok *pats alicia*
[09:42:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : so he dun lyk mi kallin him chicken
[09:42:58 PM] (brb) - s?: he swears alot so yeah dont take him to
serouss
[09:43:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:43:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah
[09:43:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh i thort he was serious ayez
[09:43:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i felt so bad
[09:43:40 PM] (brb) - s?: you shouldnt he has no right to go off
like that =/
[09:43:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[09:44:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o welz
[09:45:22 PM] (brb) - s?: whats up now? ;P
[09:45:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nufin much
[09:45:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u?
[09:45:54 PM] (brb) - s?: bored :9
[09:45:59 PM] (brb) - s?: what type of music do u listen to
[09:46:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : rnb
[09:46:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : startin 2 listen 2 dance
[09:47:08 PM] (brb) - s?: oh ok, some people say i listen to girl
songs =/
[09:47:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : wat songs do u listen 2?
[09:48:04 PM] (brb) - s?: slow music rnb
[09:48:09 PM] (brb) - s?: kinda getting into rock dno y
[09:48:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:48:28 PM] (brb) - s?: all my music is on old pc and cbs going to
it to update ipod
[09:48:33 PM] (brb) - s?: so got like hardly any music on this pc
[09:48:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i h8 rock
[09:49:10 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah i dont like it much only 2-3 songs
[09:49:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:49:21 PM] (brb) - s?: but like those are the kinda not kinda
rock i dno how to explain it lo
[09:49:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[09:49:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:49:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ma fav ish rnb
[09:49:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n slow jamz 2
[09:50:04 PM] (brb) - s?: any good songs for me to dl? :P
[09:50:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ahh... i lyk dis kool dance song
[09:50:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : itz calld...
[09:50:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : close your eyes - by dj mystic
[09:51:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heapz sik song!
[09:52:52 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sOo yea...
[09:52:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im bored
[09:53:28 PM] (brb) - s?: listen to musik =P
[09:53:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i am
[09:53:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :D
[09:53:51 PM] (brb) - s?: wat song? =P
[09:53:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : close your eyes
[09:54:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : heh.
[09:54:23 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:54:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got ne hw?
[09:55:16 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh i fink so
[09:55:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : not doin ya hw?
[09:55:43 PM] (brb) - s?: kinda..
[09:55:49 PM] (brb) - s?: u always do ur hw ?
[09:55:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kinda...?
[09:55:57 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea dat y i dun hav ne!
[09:55:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[09:56:40 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[09:56:44 PM] (brb) - s?: u get home and do it straight away
[09:56:45 PM] (brb) - s?: im lazy -_-
[09:56:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i fink dat wat i do ^o)
[09:56:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[09:57:00 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lazy ass!
[09:57:38 PM] (brb) - s?: kellys so smart she was in my science
class and homeroom lsat yr thoguht she wasnt doing TEE
[09:57:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:57:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : she is ryt?
[09:58:39 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[09:58:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ish she doin tee?
[09:58:53 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[09:58:56 PM] (brb) - s?: english lit thats really hard
[09:59:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[09:59:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u doin dat?
[10:02:23 PM] (brb) - s?: naww
[10:02:28 PM] (brb) - s?: just normal TEE english
[10:02:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o oKz
[10:02:53 PM] (brb) - s?: what time u suually go to sleep
[10:03:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : now
[10:03:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh a welz
[10:03:44 PM] (brb) - s?: go to bed then, dont want you to wake up
tired
[10:04:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i alwz wake up tired
[10:04:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : tireD*
[10:04:54 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah me too
[10:04:58 PM] (brb) - s?: dont get much sleep
[10:05:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : n i alwz try 2 sleep in 4 anotha half an
hr
[10:05:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : alarm'z set on 6:45
[10:05:31 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : get out of bed @ 7:15/7:30
[10:05:34 PM] (brb) - s?: i do too but my sister used to slap me
around til i wake up =/
[10:05:43 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:06:29 PM] (brb) - s?: i wake up at like 6:45 and sleep til 7
then sh ower
[10:06:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[10:07:09 PM] (brb) - s?: where u live ?
[10:07:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : marangaroo
[10:07:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : y?
[10:07:42 PM] (brb) - s?: just wanderin
[10:08:01 PM] (brb) - s?: is that far?
[10:08:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kkz
[10:08:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah
[10:08:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nxt 2 alex. hgtz
[10:08:47 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh okay so u have to catch bus to
mirrabooka bus station then to marangaroo
[10:08:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:09:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : brb
[10:10:52 PM] (brb) - s?: whats your fav song ?
[10:11:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bak
[10:12:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : my fav song is 'like u'
[10:12:50 PM] (brb) - s?: by who ?
[10:13:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : bow wow feat. ciara
[10:13:37 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh
[10:13:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:13:46 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah thats a nice song :P
[10:14:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:14:32 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : s2 it!
[10:14:50 PM] (brb) - s?: u julie,jenny and stuff are best pals
arent u?
[10:16:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : kinda yea
[10:16:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i dunno?
[10:16:21 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[10:17:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea
[10:17:33 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hmmm...?
[10:17:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im bored
[10:17:50 PM] (brb) - s?: =/
[10:18:02 PM] (brb) - s?: parents dont like me going on net anymore
since yr11 =/
[10:18:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : samez buh yr 10*
[10:18:54 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah u need to do heaps of hard work
alicia, for medicine
[10:19:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : yea i noe ayez
[10:19:16 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :(
[10:20:18 PM] (brb) - s?: u can do it tho, ur smart =p
[10:20:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : aww
[10:20:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : ur so nice
[10:20:47 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[10:21:19 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : im serious btw
[10:26:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : hei wat happend?
[10:26:30 PM] (brb) - s?: sorri my pc crashed didnt get ur msg
[10:26:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o
[10:26:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : o okz
[10:26:44 PM] (brb) - s?: went to msg u on phone then sleep but
forgot to add ur number lo
[10:26:46 PM] (brb) - s?: lol*
[10:27:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:27:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : u got it?
[10:27:19 PM] (brb) - s?: nope :(
[10:27:24 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[10:27:30 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : stil want it?
[10:27:37 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah :)
[10:27:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : lolz
[10:27:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k
[10:27:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : 0411229534
[10:27:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : save it dis tym !
[10:28:34 PM] (brb) - s?: thanks :P shouldnt u go to bed now
[10:28:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : nah not yetz
[10:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[10:28:49 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : i shud
[10:28:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : buh dun want 2
[10:28:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : :v
[10:28:59 PM] (brb) - s?: ys that
[10:30:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : w8in 4 ma big bro 2 cal mi
[10:30:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : sOo we'r jus chatin
[10:30:24 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh ok
[10:30:34 PM] (brb) - s?: im gonna go to my bedromm and listento the
radio
[10:30:57 PM] (brb) - s?: cya alicia, u look cute in ur dp :P
[10:31:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : k bai
[10:31:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤» : no i dont!
[10:31:10 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Offline

Valentine's day.

Also known as the day that we first talked, six years ago.
Who would've thought six years later, it'd be so bittersweet.
I miss you.

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| Session Start: Tuesday, 14 February 2006 |
| Participants: |
| ...?]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f (lil_aznbabe_chum@hotmail.com) |
| (brb) - s?eve?³ - (gosu.steve@gmail.com) |
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[07:54:31 PM] (brb) - s?: hey whos this?
[07:54:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: guess?
[07:54:41 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ^o)
[07:54:50 PM] (brb) - s?: sweet aznbabe? :P
[07:54:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ;p
[07:54:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yes...
[07:55:27 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh well cant see ur display pic so dont
know who :P
[07:55:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: u cant?
[07:55:48 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :S
[07:55:59 PM] (brb) - s?: nope (H)
[07:56:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wtf
[07:56:15 PM] (brb) - s?: ?
[07:56:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i kan c urz
[07:56:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: but u cant c mine?
[07:56:45 PM] (brb) - s?: like i meant i can see urs but pic is so
white
[07:56:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[07:56:58 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hoL upz yea
[07:57:55 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hehe
[07:57:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: mi bin a retard!
[07:58:21 PM] (brb) - s?: lol, whats the numbers in ur name mean ?
[07:58:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o
[07:58:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz colours
[07:58:50 PM] (brb) - s?: ohh alicia ?
[07:59:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea!
[07:59:26 PM] (brb) - s?: oh hey, how was valentines day ;)
[08:01:02 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: valen wat?
[08:01:03 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sowiz
[08:01:08 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i dun celebrate dat
[08:01:36 PM] (brb) - s?: (F) u can now :P
[08:01:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: aww
[08:01:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: tQ
[08:02:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: (F)
[08:02:03 PM] (brb) - s?: what were u and kelly talking about
afterschool ?
[08:02:13 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o
[08:02:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: we wer talkin abt sumfin...
[08:02:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: y?
[08:02:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: ^o)
[08:02:36 PM] (brb) - s?: juz wondering :P
[08:02:42 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:02:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sure...
[08:02:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: 8-)
[08:02:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hav u got msn 7.5?
[08:02:56 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh yeh
[08:03:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[08:03:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: so kan u c ma emoz?
[08:03:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: icon fingiz*
[08:03:33 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[08:03:37 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: kkz
[08:03:39 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :v
[08:03:47 PM] (brb) - s?: =)
[08:03:49 PM] (brb) - s?: brb
[08:03:50 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: k
[08:04:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: brb
[08:05:04 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`... - (brb) shower
[08:16:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: baK
[08:17:05 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`...
[08:21:31 PM] (brb) - s?: me to =) whats the numbers in your
nickname mean ?
[08:21:44 PM] * (brb) - s?eve?³ - has changed his/her name to (brb)
- s?eve? -
[08:22:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz a colour
[08:22:26 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: the numbers in the brackets mean a certain
colour
[08:23:03 PM] (brb) - s?: oh how does it work
[08:23:11 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hav u got msn plus?
[08:24:00 PM] (brb) - s?: uhh nope
[08:24:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wel yea u kan dl it
[08:24:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: itz lyk an xtra fing 2 msn
[08:24:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: n yea
[08:24:27 PM] (brb) - s?: kk
[08:24:28 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: u kan da colour of ya nik
[08:25:36 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sOo yea
[08:26:19 PM] (brb) - s?: huh
[08:27:15 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: dw
[08:27:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: man ur lost
[08:27:22 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: :D
[08:27:28 PM] (brb) - s?: lol
[08:27:34 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: newaiiz
[08:27:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: how r u?
[08:27:54 PM] (brb) - s?: im ok.. :P enjoying being in yr10?
[08:28:05 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea itz alryt
[08:28:20 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: howz yr 11?
[08:28:31 PM] (brb) - s?: crap TEE is so hard
[08:28:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: is it?
[08:28:45 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wat subz u got?
[08:29:14 PM] (brb) - s?: um
[08:29:36 PM] (brb) - s?: economics,english(TEE),foundations of
mathematics,accounting
[08:29:40 PM] (brb) - s?: and i got put into etech
[08:30:10 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: etech?
[08:30:19 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah some computer thing its so crap
[08:30:29 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz
[08:30:30 PM] (brb) - s?: but i cant change subjects cause i will
have to redo my timetable again
[08:30:37 PM] (brb) - s?: its ok tho i get tuesday 1st period off
[08:30:53 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: evilz
[08:30:56 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lucky u!
[08:31:18 PM] * ?§(F)·$(089,172,255)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her name to
?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f
[08:31:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i dont
[08:31:40 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah but u get off 10 mins early on thurs
:P
[08:32:06 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: wel u get ... u get 2 go home @ LUNCH on
thurz
[08:32:09 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: evilz
[08:32:22 PM] (brb) - s?: ;P
[08:32:33 PM] (brb) - s?: what subjects u got for yr10 ?
[08:33:01 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: options?
[08:33:12 PM] (brb) - s?: yeah
[08:34:07 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: financial management n visual artz 2d
[08:34:36 PM] (brb) - s?: sounds boring ur first one lo
[08:34:44 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea
[08:34:47 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: buh itz alryt
[08:34:53 PM] (brb) - s?: whos ur teacher
[08:35:25 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: miss agoni
[08:35:27 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i fiNk
[08:35:36 PM] (brb) - s?: oh shes a bitch
[08:35:39 PM] (brb) - s?: shes my accounting teacher
[08:37:12 PM] (brb) - s?: ur friends with lien,hang and stuff yeah
?
[08:37:35 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:37:38 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: yea wif lien
[08:37:40 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: i noe hang
[08:37:46 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: dun reali tork 2 her much
[08:37:56 PM] (brb) - s?: think lien hates me
[08:38:04 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: y?
[08:38:17 PM] (brb) - s?: dunno
[08:38:39 PM] (brb) - s?: i asked her why she hated christian ages
ago and she said she fucking hates hima nd blocked me
=/
[08:41:12 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: o oKz...
[08:41:17 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: sowiz if i repli l8
[08:41:21 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: im watchin da oc
[08:41:45 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)(F)
(st)??????]?a??[&]?a??[?????g(#) b.O.f is now Busy
[08:41:52 PM] (brb) - s?: me too ;)
[08:41:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: lolz
[08:42:01 PM] * ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`s????_az??a??´™«¤°°¯)·$(F)
(st)·$(000,128,255)??????]?a??·$[&]·$(177,100,255)?a??[?
????g·$(#) b.O.f has changed his/her personal message to
(S)~`[J]s-?»[&]«[?]?u?z`~`ßbÿ ЮeAM cãTchà[s]`~(S) »????
a?g?l`... - OC
[08:42:19 PM] * (brb) - s?eve? - is now Busy
[09:07:51 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: hei g2g
[09:07:54 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: cya
[09:07:59 PM] ?§(F)(¯°°¤»`: bai

One whole month.

But who's counting? I need to let go.