I hate times like these during the night where I am just laying in bed thinking and thinking. Not being able to sleep so I tire myself by staying up wasting time on my phone, listening to one song on repeat. Thinking about everything. Thinking about you, where you are, what you're up to - mostly when I haven't heard from you all day. I miss you. Reality kind of sucks right now, but eh. I'll just leave my emotions here to rot until I return. Or until someone else finds them. Let's try to attempt this thing called sleep, been laying in bed for 2 hours and still nothing. Ffs.
#October 31st. So far yet so close. Until then I must stay focused.
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